If my work is about being brutally honest with ourselves to uncover and move through shadows and conditioning so we can become our true selves and remember our medicine for the world, then that is what my days are filled with… Authenticity within, brings the healing.
Some of my story…
I have been somewhat of a mess in my life before now. I have made massive wrong moves, I’ve hurt people, I’ve betrayed people, I’ve said and done things I cringe about now. I’ve been so out of alignment with my inner wisdom and higher self that it only created destruction everywhere I went.
And I’ve not loved myself. In fact, I hated myself deeply inside.
But life will make everything unbearable until you see yourself truly, until you see how the destruction inside is creating that outside.
I had to love myself fully, and that meant my demons, my shadows, my destructive patterns, where I am standing in my own way, my repeating patterns and all of the things we know on some level are the parts we must address, but run away from.
That is why my work is about THIS work – The shadow work.
Three posts I’ve written on this subject:
- Unearthing the Hidden Self: Understanding and Practicing Shadow Work
- You have Golden Shadows: What they are, and how to do Golden Shadow work
- Loving our shadows: 7 Reasons to love Shadow Work
I’ve found a way that works to get us out of this hurtful downward spiral of inner destruction, which can sometimes be so very subtle that we don’t realise we’re busy doing this…
But a sign of this subtle subconscious pattern is that you feel hollow and numb, that you know and feel there’s more to you within, but it’s as if you just can’t grasp it.
Because we try look for it outside of us…
The world can be a mirror yes, people can be mirrors, but we must turn inwards first.
My profile is 1/3. That little 3 line is about mastering through actual personal experiences. I make mistakes, but I don’t see them as that anymore, because they’re now my way into mastery. I live through crazy life experiences, because it’s my way of leveling up. I face myself daily, and daily I have to be kind to myself.
That’s why I am a wayshower for others, because I’ve lived through my own hell and along the way it became my armour, my mastery, my gifts, my strengths and my wisdom.
So, wherever you are right now, it’s there to show you something more about yourself.
Creating Inner Alchemy
Original Design mentorship is a journey into your unique blueprint with ceremonial and ritual practices, Rose shamanism, energy healing, and meditation transmissions, to awaken your intuitive abilities and deep wisdom, to re-pattern conditioned structures in your subtle bodies on the mental, emotional, and spiritual levels, into freedom, quantum realisation and inner empowerment. Book a free connection call to meet me and explore options.