Do you allow yourself pleasure, nourishment, enjoyment, stillness and peace?
A real life story…
The past weekend I was reading a book (and reading is something I absolutely love, and it brings me deep nourishment and pleasure), and this book captivated me so much that I just wanted to lie in bed reading – which I ultimately did because it was that good, but a part of me felt guilty.
Even though the world didn’t stop and everyone and everything around me was just fine, at the back of my mind I was going ‘I can’t just be in bed the whole of Saturday and Sunday and not DO something useful’…
Athough I now also realised that everyone and everything was way calmer because I actually allowed myself calmness.
But I saw my pattern of guilt always there gnawing at me…
And this pattern is what keeps me from being fully present in any moment, because there’s always something else at the back of my mind saying ‘but you should be doing this instead’ or ‘be this instead…’
And I haven’t ever seen it as clearly as now.
How this little voice is keeping my nervous system on fire at all times taking me away from breathing life into this very moment in time, fully and utterly present.
At my core, something I truly desire, is presence! It’s the siddhi of my Evolution Gene Key, and my Chiron Gene Key too… (Chiron being the wounded healer archetype).
Presence…
Have a look at your Evolution Gene Key in your chart, the gift and the siddhi there is a glimpse into what you’re here to learn – the shadow is what holds you back/or blocks you from evolving into that aspect in your life, from evolution…
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